I've decided...

To not look at it as if I'm reaching a goal. I'm going to look at it as if I'm living a lifestyle not like a match that I have to train the entire week for. So, here it is!! The new me!!! I gotta feel in control of my mind and body again!!! These past few weeks I have felt so helpless that now I'm going to gain control like Shaun t always says in his workouts. No more goal reaching but a LIFESTYLE :)